let's play twister, let's play risk

how would you feel if one of your friends, in the close circle of friends that you have, have been diagnosed with a chronic disease, and need spend the rest of his life under medication?

i just don't know what to say. when i found out that jat has been diagnosed with chronic myelogenous leukemia, i just don't know what to say. i feel helpless. i feel like a spectator, watching him being devoured by the disease and there's nothing i can do. i feel so helpless and sad that i can't even say 'how you doing man?' whenever we hang out. i can't even get myself to discuss about the disease with him.

the only thing that i can do is silently wish that jat will get his medication fund, and that he'll be strong no matter what the odds are. i wish you all the best mate.